"Do you want to be a great dancer?" F. had asked her when she was twelve. She did. And so Collusion tells of how she gave up ordinary lifefamily, boyfriends, hamburgers, homework, and pop musicfor a life dedicated to the promise of artistry. At the center of that new life was always the figure of F.ironic, moody, demanding, quixotically generous or withholdingwho could control her with a sarcastic comment or the flash of his cane across her thigh, but also with the lyrical beauty of his classes and the vision of herself in a perfect arabesque. F. was the first man to partner her, and the first to teach her that love can come in strange forms: in the airborne lifts of Les Sylphides, in brilliant pirouettes, and in measured violence.
Collusion describes the secret life of ballet. It is a life in which "normal" values are reversed. Brutality is seen as a gift, fear as devotion, sadism (rightly, in this case) as love. Free of conventional moral judgments, Collusion tells of possession and surrender, of power and submission, of the bond between a young girl and an older man.
In spare, emotionally resonant prose, award-winning poet and novelist Evan Zimroth unfolds a mesmerizing story of artistic ambition, power, and love in an unforgettable memoir of adolescence. Collusion portrays a real relationship, one that society dares not speak of, and it does so with admirable honesty and sensitivity.
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And the rest of what happened between a domineering teacher and a fawning, dependent student sounds like the fevered imagination of adolescence: “At barely 13, I enjoyed the subtle eroticism of power, the delicate interplay of threat and surrender.” An opening “Prelude,” recounting the semiviolen...| Read Full Review of Collusion: Memoir of a Young ...
Novelist and poet Zimroth (Gangsters) recounts her days as an adolescent ballet student and her masochistic relationship with her teacher, F., a famous Russian dancer.| Read Full Review of Collusion: Memoir of a Young ...
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